hi guys
im not really in good condition right now
i felt very down right now
dun no what to do
keep asking myself...

what am i doing rght now?
why i always spend time with stupid things?
why always thingking about shopping and waste my money on useless things
that not even worth it!
why keep online on sum useless websites?!!
why keep saying about married that i dont even know when it happens?
why busy myself with torrent and downloading movies and watching it and let time passing me by?
why zahidah why!!
dont u notice that u are waste ur parents money on sumthg tht not worth it and ruin your future with sad things!
chatting,gossips,talk about clothes,karaoke,dating,eating expensive food when i dunno what my mom eating right now at home..what a bullshit of meh!

im not appreciate what my parents give to me!
they sacrifice lot of things to make sure i grab bright future and live comfortable
damn!

BUT ME? IN SHAH ALAM DOING BODOH THINGS?
CUT THE CRAP!
I REALLY UPSET WTH MYSELF RIGHT NOW!
I WASTING MY PARENTS MONEY,MY TIME,MY FUTURE EVERYTHINGS!

FAK =(((((